Waving Arms for No Reason

Sometimes I wish I could just read their minds.  Not knowing what's going on inside their heads makes it hard to help.   Assuming I know what is going on in someone else's world leads to false assumptions and misunderstandings.   

I learned group music at a young age.  I was taken to church and sang hymns, I was sent to childrens' choir and learned about keeping time with the director and the basics of reading music.  By the time I started in the school band in fifth grade, I already knew that the director was marking the beats of each measure with the wavings of his arms and that I needed to position my music stand so that I could see the music and the director in order to stay in time with the rest of the band.   I assumed my children who also went to church, childrens' choir, and elementary music had learned these things by the time they started band this year in sixth grade.  To my surprise, I discovered just last night that I was wrong!   

Orangeboy and his sister are both visually impaired, but they are really quite adept at faking good vision.  I can understand when they fool others, but I always feel guilty and especially duped when I discover they have fooled me, their Mom.   Last night at the dinner table Orangeboy's sister was telling us that while she was over visiting her grandparents that "Pops" had shown her a video of him in his pre-retirement days directing his middle school band at Festival.  She seemed amused when she recounted that he was "just standing up their in front of them waving his arms around."
I remarked in a mildly sarcastic tone, "Yes, that because he was the Director." (Like, duh, that's what the Director does.)
Sister Antagonist responded with, "Well, I didn't know what he was doing until he told me."

I was perplexed by her remark because she has been going to band rehearsal almost every school day for eight months now and learning to play the flute.  I know they have a band director who directs the band.  How did she not know that her band teacher was up there waving her arms for a reason?   When I inquired further I discovered that Sister had no idea that her Band Director was up in front for the purpose of directing the band while they played.  She admitted that she couldn't really see what she was doing with her arms.  I then to turned to Orangeboy, who plays trumpet in the band.   He said, "Well, I did actually know that Directors do that, but I can't really see what she's doing up there."

So there it was.   All these years in church when the music minister stood up and waved his arms to lead the congregation or choir in song, and the years in children's choir when the music started and the children sang, and for the last eight months in middle school band, my children did not see that they were being directed.  They were making do on their own with less direction than the rest of the group and they were excelling!
But it had to be more difficult, didn't it?  They had to discover their own cues for knowing when to start and how to stay together.  They had to work harder to know what everyone else was doing.  

That's what Orangeboy is dealing with all the time.   No wonder he gets frustrated and angry.  No wonder he prefers to spend his time engaged in solitary activities.  When he misses a cue or can't interpret it, he has to find his own way of doing things and it is so much harder to keep up with the rest of us.

For years I've been trying to get inside his head and figure out what he's thinking and what he's missing - and I still get surprised.

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